MEN ARE BORNED TO SUCCEED

2010-01-30T20:07:00.000-08:00

why..things that i see,hear,know,are just another hole for me to fall right deep into it..placing my hand on a hot kettle for a minute seems like an hour..but spending an hour with you just seems like a second..i love you,but i cant tell you..the impossible dream began..and i dont know how to end it..the most hurting word that i would hate to say is 'goodbye' but is there a choice to change this around?i cant go on par with them..i will lose..but i dont wanna lose you..i really wanna cherish every moment i have left with you..but would you want?im really suffering,deep down..tell me what to do.

weixuan is miserable.

2010-01-30T04:04:00.000-08:00

well,jc orientation started.okay,i wouldnt say i was bad to the core..but it made me thought of many fond memories i had in secondary school..sitting in the hll without my buddies around me to make jokes out of everything the speaker have to say..no sweets being passed around...eating in the canteen without buddies just sucks,food was tasteless..being unfamiliar to the surrounding,i totally had no confidence that i would be able to survive through this jc life.as some might have know,im appealing to a poly..but nontheless,results are still unknown..even though i dont know if that action i took was correct but i certainly have no idea what kind of dull life i would have without you guys..even the girl friends i made have gave me fond memories..which i would always hold dear to my heart..i promise..i hope everything would go smooth..if i really dont get into poly,i really hope we can still keep in close contact..for i never wanna forget you guys.aishiteru.

2010-01-11T08:01:00.000-08:00

there simply just isnt justice in this world..what's up with that shit results..after all the i have put in and i still get this kind of pathetic marks,i might as well just quit studying..everyone's getting such good grades and im the only one who scores like shit..all my hopes were dashed just by the moment my name was called..freak man..seriously lost in life now..dont know how to pull myself tgt..i might just break down?or maybe not?i only know now im really screwed up in life..nothing works out now..hoping i could the same jc with some close friends..that's my only wish now..and seriously,im putting all my hopes on that only..im totally beaten..shag..if nothing works out fine before 15th jan,i would probably go for the other option,and only she knows that..guess if i go for that option everyone would slowly realise it too...im really lost now...confused,anger the negative feelings is simply overwhelming..what have i done to deserve this?i've worked hard,but still....lost for words..i dont know how to face them..im such a disappointment to them.sorry.

2009-12-08T21:43:00.000-08:00

WOW!!i've come across this band Hey!Say!JUMP..they totally are a cute bunch of guys..though there are some age gap but it seems like their mental gap are quite close to each other..and there is superb teamwork and chemistry displayed in them!!
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rO196s3G5Kg
watch it!there are many more of them..watch their making of their MVs too..kawaii~~

2009-12-08T17:40:00.000-08:00

Well, just some photos of prom:D

2009-12-08T02:19:00.000-08:00

Well,it's been long since i've posted,very long indeed. Just suddenly felt like posting because i've something to tell everyone i've met,especially those in my class.
It has been great with you guys around.Buddies like jason,terry,davis,jianjie,who would always be the live wires of the class..disturbing the teachers,going against them..making people laugh at your comical actions. I really wonder what would my life be without you guys in my new class,what would life be like without you guys creating the ruckus.Thank you.

With people like jolyn in class,who has always been a very enthusiastic member,it has always been my blessings. Helping us to get our class tee done,getting our class outings planned.Will there be such friends when i continue my life?Thank you for all the you have done.

From the start,when we enter 3e2,though their were small groups in the class,but on the majority,everyone was unfamiliar with one another..(I know i wasnt a good classmate in the beginning,sorry for my wrongdoings,and i've hoped i've changed.)From the start we were ZIPPED,nobody talked..that's when the 3e2-ziip name came about i guess..But till the end,we were being scolded for talking like almost 2 times in a lesson,some kind of achivement yeah?:D Thinking back of all the fun we had together as a class,taking part in various events,cheering on them when they were down,i guess majority have felt us in one way or another..For those,who wasnt an active member of the class,perhaps you still have not felt attached to this class,but thanks for also being part in my wondeful memories.

Thankyou teachers,who has always been able to tolerate the nonsense from me.. not being able to DISTURB you is just simple one of my sadness.I wonder how many teachers i would meet in the future that would allow such nonsense from me..perhaps, i would have my parents down many trips to solve it,or maybe not,i might change:D but in any case,really many thanks to you for forgiving me time and time again,imparting your priceless knowledge down to me..Im indebted to you,thankyou very much.

Memories of my first day at school are still vivid in my mind..even my first camp,i met jason..cheeweng ashley..there were really good buddies..they cared for me and were there for me in times of need,and of course to my other friends in sec1 and 2..thank you for lending me your support when i was lost..

And to those friends who i've known who have never been my classmates before,like weilip,huizhe,thankyou..all the memories will be kept and locked right in my mind.

I didnt know from the start..that..graduation could give me this much sadness,thinking that,i wouldnt be able to walk into that school gate anymore,thinking that i cant enter the class 4e2,thinking that i cant hear those scoldings from teachers anymore,i cant attend in class with those buddies anymore,it just brings me this much of sadness. What would life be without them? i really wonder..The times we had as one,was unforgettable.. We were running before we knew it,we began to clique before we knew it,we were together before we knew it,i guess this is what we call friends,what we call fate..
I cant deny the fact that this is a phase in life we have to go through but I just simply cant overlook it,i cant be indifferent to the fact that it's over..

In any case,thank you guys.
:D/D;

2009-04-15T02:55:00.001-07:00

well,it's been god damn long since i posted..yupps..erm..was kinda busy..or rather should i say was lazy to post..yupps...i guess my blog isnt something that people would want to read..yupps..erm..but as i promised.i will blog..
firstly..sec4 life is just a total shit..seriously..everything seems to revolve around you and your books..and for me..i was slacking..slakcing all the way...and totally hate it..cuz i then realise people around me are improving at a rate which i cant possibly catch up by now..and i feel really dumb to slacked so freaking much after the common tests...

got back test results then realise that i aint the weixuan that i was in the beginning of the year..and yupps..i freaking dont understand stuff that teacher have been teaching..and i feel really dumb of me..it's like teacher is teaching in class and i dont understand a single shit..everything seems greek to me..just feel like a guy stranded on island..all by himself..hopeless..

i am really worried for my mid year..is it going to be a real downturn for me??i am ainticiapting it..but not looking forward to it..it sucks totally..

well...talking about the new seating arrangement..was quite sastified with it..child prodigies are all around me..like ivana,kuangjun,joslynn,li jun,don,jianjie,jiajun,minhui..practically everyone around me are prodigies..and it kinda made me concentrated more..and more serious about studies..but i still cant win any of them..wnning them shall be the greatest achievement for my 16 years of life..really..was really awed by the clever-ness..well okay...

this year,have been with some people through bowen life for 4 years..and some only 2 years..but they have been a great bunch of people out there..yupps...the pictures are kinda on different occasion..yupps.sorry..till the next time i post..seeya!!

2009-03-04T04:58:00.000-08:00

well,shall post after a freaking long time..hmms..well,the aint much things in my life happening..except for some 'TRUTH REVEALED'..just came to know about somethings that change my perspection of those people..thanks to the person who shared with me..thanks.*identity confidential*.;D..erm.well common tests are over..hmms..results sucks!.didnt score as well as i wanted..and it was atrocious..lousy me.see bahs..still got el and geog havent take back..hope they are better..erm..went out with some wonderful friends that day(forget what day luh..)and took some pictures..yupp
till then,takecare awesome friends and bros..

2009-01-24T04:17:00.000-08:00

hmms..friday was ruined!!nvm.erm..yupp planned to go out with friends,but sth was just said to cause it to cancel..yupp then was like day plan messed up..didnt know what to do..went to eat lunch then actually want go ug outing lerh..but cant contact them..
i totally regretted it luh..should not have decline..good friends were there..and best of all..beach soccer.missed it..must go for next ug outing luh..sorry ug peeps..i promise will go for next of i can..really wanna spent time with you guys...organise one soon..
hahs..yupp..erm nvm..can still see the pictures though it makeme freaking jealous..but yesterday went jamming with jason they all..awesome kids..was quite a good experience..yupp..will post soon...hereby ,if i dont get the chance to post tmr..yupp happy chinese new year to all!takecare!

nice decision made there girl..

2009-01-17T23:07:00.000-08:00

BB Cny parade..hahs..was quite fun..lots of seniors came back..making bb relatively bigger..it was some time ago when we had this number of people..starting went to hougang point to buty stuff..the whole 50-odd bb boys were at ntuc..trying out there creativity and craptivity..lol..then went back to school..the senior NCOS bought 7 packets of chicken rice.hehes..lol..everything went quite smoothly..nice parade..here are some pictures..enjoy!

dont they just look like bros..long lost bros.

lao jiao-jin ming back in action
CLT gaja..dont jealous.

hi five!!(actually he was trying to cover..)too late!!

twist to the cam!!

the ox costume fashion parade!!moo!!!

starring..xavier!

nice milk holes there.
starring:jesper

and here's your retribution!!squeez!!jeremy face like constipating..

another lao jiao-jielun

lao yu sheng!!huat arh!!

lovely sec1s..engrossed..woah...

lets go!!

2009-01-16T04:42:00.000-08:00

hmms..today as usual went to school..chem test for me was a total failure..i think i sure fail..sure..i didnt really study...only like read through..im not hardworking at all..i dont study..ultimate slacker..everytime i tell people..they dont believe i dont study..my face just look like a freaking loser..those kind suck in academic..very hard to believe i dont study??hahs..yupp kinda diff to believe for me..lolss..
erm..got to comment..there's one particular person..i feel for..but i find it very diff for me to talk to that person..everytime i look at that person..i just dont know how to open my mouth..just to even say 'hellos'..i wished for vey long to be able to talk to that person..but...nah..hadnt been able too..that person perhaps dont want me to talk to him/her..sometimes that person just look away..do i even exist in that person's vision?a smile from me seems so difficult to deliver.very difficult.i dont know why..but it just simply seems so..i will try..and i will do it..but will that person allow me to do so?will that person accept me talking to him/her?
im lost..just hope that person dont see this post and think that i am irritating or sth and avoid me..
anyways.just back from band..carrying the drum and keep playing non-stop cause me to ache in my back..aww..cant even raise my right hand..yupp..this week ended..hoping for a better week next week..once again,to all my friends..takecare..

living for a new tommorow

2009-01-12T01:29:00.000-08:00

today o level results were out..say not scared or nervous the day before is lying..actually, thought that i wouldnt care..
but it turn out i was pretty concern..went to school aniticipating the moment but actually was suppose to give during the chinese period then teacher nvr come..then waited till the afternnon to take with the ex-sec4...
sians...take already was like wth..was like expecting a1 luhsD; totally no mood...but guess u just have to concentrate on other subjects.and get the stuff done..to score well..yupps...'

weixuan
lost at the moment

FAA test..

2008-12-20T00:28:00.000-08:00

sians..yesterday only like slept for 4 hours or even lesser..the night was like so topsy turvy..cant find my name tag for bb uniform,my belt buckle all those..then in the end found it..was like damn dramatic..after that started reading the notes...like all other FAA of 31st...
then morning went to Geylang methodist Sec for the test...we all like quite okay...but the fact that if we fail..we really wasted our 3 years of hardwork..seriously..so really dont wish to fail.then there's one section,put friend into recovery position.abit of wrong will fail..i think i fail lahs.then kuangjun told me got one question of adventure is about 8 grid..i didnt see it 8 grid things lehs..wrong again??idk..scared lahs..really hope will get founders..really..please...already work so hard..please jsut let me have it..
hais..thought everything alright..bu this kind of small mistake will cause me to fail!!the worst part is,fail one section..whole test fail..and there's no retake..D'=..God,i pray to you...let me pass...im quite tired..but i cant sleep...going tuition soon...hais..carrying a dead body around...
till then tc guys..

2008-12-04T19:37:00.000-08:00

1.Who's the person who tagged you?
ivana and khaifang

2.Relationship between you and her/him?
friends.

3.Three impressions of her/him?
ivana:good friend eh..helpful.
khaifang:just a hamster who likes to have fun?

4.If she/he become you enemy,you will?
nothing i guess.because nvr thought of that happening..

5.What will you say to the person you like very much?
will you be my valentine?lols..anyhow spam..

6.Characteristics i liked about myself?
dont know..

7.Characteristics i hate about myself
also dont know.cuz im so lovable..omg..

8.For the person whom you hate,you say?
why do God want you these rascals to be one Earth?

9.What do people feel about you?
how would i know?if i know.i will be a perfect guy.

10.Your crush?
=x

pass this to 10 people.(can i not pass?)
1)kangsoon
2)donoven
3)jolyn
4)rongyong
5)kunhow
6)cindy
7)janel
8)yuting
9)kuangjun
10)weixuan(that's me)whatever..

1)if 5 &7 were together?(kunhow&janel)
ahem!nvr dare to think about that..it may be true!

2)what colour does 9 like?(kuangjun)
erm..what colour is ice cream???

3)say something about 8.(yuting)
hahs..no comments.that salute!

4)who is 2?(donoven)
donoven tan JIN WEE

5)talk about 3(jolyn)
rabbitlyn..

6)who is 10's best friend?(weixuan)
you.

7)who is sexiest among all 10?
weixuan

8)what colour does 4 like?(rongyong)
hot pink?(am i right?)

9)is 4 single?(rongyong)
guess so.

10)what's your relationship with 1?(kangsoon)
friends

11)are 5&6 best friends?(kunhow and cindy)
i think they are better off than best friends?

12)what is 9's surname?(kuangjun)
Chan

13)say something to 8.(yuting)
nice salute

14)say something to help 9.(kuangjun)
eat more ice cream.

15)who does 1 admire(kangsoon)
all the girls in the world..he's a hongster.hahs..

16)where does 1 live?(kangsoon)
there..somewhere in hougang.

17)10 of them know who you like?
no..cuz i dont..

18)say something to 6 when you see her(cindy)
hellos.

19)10's spouse?
i dont even know..

live as though heaven is on earth

2008-11-27T20:32:00.000-08:00

hey..
hadnt been posting for quite some time..and my blog seems really dead..yupps..
anyway..nothing was unusual this past few days..on tuesday actually was said to play street soccer..in the end,not much came..then didnt play much..slacked at the pavillion a while then went to play basketball court..then again...play about 15 mins..went to lan..lols..then go punggol park play soccer again..lols..xinghong was an real asshole..lols..hahs..
yup..today actually suppose to go with bb boys to perfrom..but dont feel like going so just stayed at home..just kept getting scolded by my mum..hais...dont know why..my results really that lousy?my english cmi??she just keep scolding..
but i really pity her..cuz things just happen..and she's the want who suffer the most..im sorry mummy..anyways..just stayed at home for today..just dont feel like going out..even my mum ask me find friends go out..but i just felt like staying behind to accompany her..mummy..i love you..

love as though you have never been hurt

2008-11-19T07:07:00.000-08:00

hahs..another typical day..but was abit dizzy when i woke up cuz i hadnt been sleeping this few days..anyways..as usual just went for that band practice..lol.then see alot of other cca at school..then gg dont know do what..turn here turn there...like dancing..lol..np dont know go where..*vanish in to thin air*then after that went play bbball then went to hougang mall to buy some stuff then went home..
actually was suppose to go drumming lesson..but then felt damn sian..then ask that weirdo to come out slack..then we were like walking round and round hougang mall..but talked quite alot..she's a great listener..but she has no chilhood eh=x..hahs..just kept talking..lol She's so afraid of dark..and what a pampered girl..lol..you know it yourself,weirdo..lol..

tada..done..im getting old and tired..

2008-11-18T03:56:00.000-08:00

wah..what a tired 2 days..omg..the two siao men=davis and jason came my house and ton..at first see jason like going to die liao..didnt know he was so siao...lol..

oh ya..got 3 more people who came to my house but left at around nearing 12mn=kunhow,jolyn,khaifang..
then after sending them home..me jason and davis went 7 eleven..lol..then buy some NECESSITIES for the night..
and the stupid combination of pepsi twist and tom yam cup noodles made my whole stomach went really siao..lol..

then we were like doing math papers..then we gave up..cuz it totally suck..then we continued talking crap..lol..then proceeded on with ps2..lol..the two siao men were like crazy..then keep laughing..then i already damn sian liao..then plus my stomach were like argh!then they chiong till 4 plus am then we kept the things and went to sleep.
BUT THE MISERY DIDNT END!!

stupid 'singer' davis kept singing..then me and jason got irritated then use bolster whack him until he gave up..lol..
then slept for like 5 hours.then woke up and went to dhoby ghuat to eat and play arcade and lan..

then kunhow and jiawei called to come my house..then in the end..kunhow and jiawei in my sis room dont know do what=x.ahem!!what they did is entirely up to your imagination!!lols!
then me davis and jason played ps2 in the other room.
then they all went home at around 6.30pm..

then followed kunhow and jiawei to hougang mall..halfway i bluff them say i algihted lerh..then they really believed..then after reaching hougang mall.i was like walking behind them all the time yet they didnt see me..too engrossed in each other???lols..then they seperated..i went after kunhow ask him then he tell me he going home..wtf?!then i had to take bus back all the way to eunos for nothing!!
tada..done!!and im shaq..

love as though you have never been hurt

2008-11-16T16:31:00.000-08:00

another monday morning...lol..have nth to do so i began blogging.yupps...later got band at 10.what the hell?!but hope tonight will be fun..lols..because the night is still young with bros around ..lol...anyways...go youtbe to search for russell peters..he's a real joker..lol..really..yupp..oh ya.HAPPY BIRTHDAY XIANGYI!hpoe that all your wishes come true..and stay happy! smiles=)

2008-11-15T18:06:00.000-08:00

hmms..hols are just so freaking bored..might as well go school..-.-just another typical morning..the only diff is that i have a blog now...xp..
friends getting emotional over love life. is it really that frustrating?i guess so..
but hey!bear with it..cuz true love nvr came easy..it takes one's determination and courage to decide and be with the other party.
people or rather lovers after break-ups.always say..'we still can be friend,and talk and have fun.it's just that we arent meant to be love partners.cupid might have shot his arrow in a rush'but.how true is it? how many percent of chances you will even dare to speak up to your ex again? how brave are you to face up to your ex and play with him/her?20%10%or even not at all.
however..im not saying every break-ups will land in a cold war situation.but it's just majority i guess..still got to say..it's the friendship that last?cuz you will never feel awakward with your friends..all the fun that you will experience with friends are far much better than after break-ups..or rather even if it's a couple.as friends you neednt worry whether you will hurt the girl/guy.you will just do anything,though care and concern for friends are very essential for a friendship to last but yupp..it's still worth it.however,as couples..the love between and the things you do might be really memorable.cuz you nvr have the same partner to have the smae feeling again.think about it guys..

is it really impossible?even a word a smile?
hey girl,just hope that you are happy and live your life well..

live as though heaven is on earth

2008-11-15T06:20:00.000-08:00

SPECIAL THANKS TO SAMMY!!thanks dude!!blog's up..
lol..

will tommorow really become a better day?a better day for this life?

live as though heaven is on earth

2008-11-15T02:37:00.001-08:00

hey!first post up..lols..link me!okay..that's gay!!im just too bored..

2008-11-15T01:59:00.001-08:00

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