why..things that i see,hear,know,are just another hole for me to fall right deep into it..placing my hand on a hot kettle for a minute seems like an hour..but spending an hour with you just seems like a second..i love you,but i cant tell you..the impossible dream began..and i dont know how to end it..the most hurting word that i would hate to say is 'goodbye' but is there a choice to change this around?i cant go on par with them..i will lose..but i dont wanna lose you..i really wanna cherish every moment i have left with you..but would you want?im really suffering,deep down..tell me what to do.

weixuan is miserable.